Anyway, a lot has happened since I've been awhile. I've been almost absent if you couldn't tell, but I think I should be coming back soon and hopefully with a new design. I'm currently working on it now, and had planned to use it for another site, but I scratched the site and have decided to release it here.

In another news, I'm currently using a different type of browser, from Google, called Google Chrome, and I find it amazing better than Internet Explorer and Firefox. So head over there and download it, you'll be amazed!

On a personal front, if you haven't read in my last entry my mom had a stroke on August 4th, well she's doing very well now, and she's home. It's tough because my dad and I have had to give up a lot of things to help her, and it pisses me off because my sister can't do the same. I don't even know where to start with everything she's done wrong since my mom has been in the hospital.

My parents asked her to do one thing and unfortunately, she was unable even to do that. My dad and I have ended up doing it, and we're not exactly happy especially since she hasn't exactly been there for my mom. And in a way it upsets her, but she won't mention it, but now according to my parents my sister is basically dead to them.

She only comes around when they need something, and it's not fair to them. They'll remember which daughter helped them out the most.

Then on top of it, my sister decides to go out and get a dog, not a small dog either, a big dog. We're talking pitbull size. It's apparently a terrier, which is a cousin to a pit, but with basically the same personality traits. My sister abuses this dog so bad it's not even funny, my grandmother has already told her she is to get rid of the dog.

The last thing we need is for my sister to make the dog mad and then turn around and get a phone call saying the dog attacked someone. It wouldn't exactly surprise us, but eh, what do we care? So while she's at work during the day, the poor dog is locked in a crate that he can't even stand up in. It seems unfair and cruel to lock a dog in a crate anyway, but one that is too small even more so.

Then my aunt called my sister and asked her to come pick her and my uncle up out of state, so she goes, then calls me later that night saying she won't be back till the next day, and that I need to take care of Dora's dogs, and her dog.

After this I'm pretty ticked off, you don't just put someone on the spot, even if it is family unless it's emergency, then it's usually going to be someone who isn't related to you. So she wanted me to do all this, and her poor dog had already been locked up for 10 hours. It doesn't know what it did to be locked up, it isn't fair to the dog. She needs to just get rid of the dog, so it has a chance of being adopted to somebody who doesn't have any children and has a large yard. ><

Okay, next topic, Patrick and I have decided to get an apartment together, but when I pay off my debts of course, and a long with him. We're in the process of buying stuff for it, but it makes me sad because my mom wants to quit my job and stay home with her. But I haven't even told her that Patrick and I are going to get an apartment. It's def the wrong timing right now, so Patrick and I are shooting toward the end of the year, maybe the beginning of next year. As long as my mom is alright though and can walk that I think I'll be fine.Maybe.

Some stuff has happened lately, including and ending with my mother having a stroke. So unfort, until she gets better, I will be absent from the world of webdesign. So long.

I'm on vacation so I'll be back in about a week, so check it! Everyone have a great 4th of July! I'm sure I will. I'll post pictures later!

Sorry I haven't been here for awhile, a lot has been going on and its still going on so I might end up going on a hiatus for not, but I haven't decided. First of all, my vacation to Kentucy over 4th of July got cancelled which sucks but I have new plans. I am leaving the 1st of July to head to Georgia with Patrick and we'll be back on the 5th of July.

I'm just happy that Patrick wanted me to go with him because he's going down for a very personal reason and I'm glad he wants me to go to share it with me.

I was also involved in a car accident the other day so I'm kind of in pain right now and then another accident happened Saturday and so I'm in double pain right now. I've basically been sleeping and what not. So don't plan on seeing me for awhile on this site, but I will still check my email if you decide to email me.

So there's this guy, he's amazing, wonderful, and caring. Patrick Meeks, he's amazing, and everyday he'll do something more to prove it to me. I think he might be the one, but it's too early since we are both so young. I love being around him and talking to him.

I even love his family, even though he hasn't met all of mine yet, including my parents (). He treats everyone in my family with respect that he's met so far, and they all like him. Everyone keeps telling me I need to "train" him, there isn't anything to train. He tells his opinion like he should, loves me and laughs with/at me (lol). I thought I'd never find someone who feels so greatly about me, but I did, and I feel the same way about him.

We have different opinions on a lot of stuff, but we work through whatever the problem is and I'd like to think it makes us both better. At the beginning it was a hell of a bumpy ride cause I wasn't use to a lot of things, but he helped me adjust, and he was always willing to talk about it. <3

He's always there for other people no matter what he wants. I'm really not into all this mushy stuff, but with him it's different, and I love him.

Patrick's best friend, Rick is dating my best friend, Noel, and there was a incident, where Rick hit Noel (not hard, but enough she busted her lip), and even though Patrick and Noel don't like each other, Patrick went to her defense (and yes I was there). Patrick pulled Rick off of Noel and threw him into another room, and I dealt with Noel.

Patrick hates seeing women cry, he feels bad, he despises men who hit women, and he hates cheaters.

[Edit] Every text and every phone call I hope it's him, and he never fails to call or text me. I love him so much it hurts sometimes. [/Edit]